OMG....Andys gonna be in 1st grade!

OK, OK, OK I know that I still have a few months before he is in first grade...I KNOW THIS! With that said, however, I am reeeeaaaalllllyyyy struggeling with the idea! I mean, he is so little! He is only 5 and he will start first grade when he is 5.......5! I keep telling myself and my hubby that I just don't think he is ready, but Tim assures me that he is and it is just me, that I am not ready!! That can't be true....can it? I mean, I already have plans for what I want to do when both kids are in school all day....that makes me ready right? Or dillusional? What do you think? I didn't have these issues when Macy went into the first grade.....I thought it was because she was so independant and blah, blah, blah. Well, Andy is just as independant when it comes to that stuff, after all, on his first day of kindergarten he wouldn't even let me walk him to the door. He made me drop him off at the curb.....and he never even looked back (removing knife from heart)! Even now if I get out to walk him I get the lecture.....the ONLY way I am allowed to walk him to the door is if I am going to talk to Patty (his BFF mom) in regards to planning a play date....we can have no other discussion among ourselves...it is strictly setting up play date! I guess I should pat myself on the back for raising such independant kids. Kids that don't fear things, that love change and experiencing things with their heads held high....but dang they can at least pretend they need me...right? Back me up here people!!!